.Tuesday, February 23, 2010 ' 3:04 AM Y
Nah,
From the started i just wanted the truth,
I dont like ppl to keep things from me,
Ecspecially when it is where im involved in,
You guys keep thinking tht certain things i dont know it would be best,
But your never tot what if i found out wht day,
Your hide the kae like xinyi truth from me,
And what happened when i found out?
I wanted a break,
When you guys dont tell me things,
You guys dont give me time to prepare for what's coming,
And what's gonna happen,
Until i find out myself,
You guys keep saying tht u keep things from me so i would not be hurt,
And can be happy,
Butwhat's the end product?
IT's the same boundary,
You really think i am really happy,
I have feelings you know?
I can sense it whenyou guys hide things from me,
And i get very hurt,
To be,
It's a kind of breach of trust,
That's what i think,
If you dont want to tell me bout anything,
Then dont even mention tht there are things tht u are hiding from me,
Just leave me alone to sort out my tots,
Everyday i come to sch and face all this kind of things iwant to put aside,
Dont tel me anything now,
Im not listening.
"Im so tired,hope tht i can be left alone and untouched."I didn't noe how to explained it to you.
And I promised the person not to sae.
So i can't.
Is not that I am siding kae or wadsoever.
But you noe that i keep my promises.
I wish I could just leave you alone.
I want to noe wad you tink so that I can understand.
YOu are always the one there listening to me.
I hope to be there to listen to you.
I have seen ur ugly side and ur pretty side.
I really wish that we can be back to normal tomorrow.
I noe that you nid to be alone for a while.
I am fine with that.
I dont noe if I will cry infront of you tomorrow.
I wont blame you.
It's not ur fault.
I cried beause of what I tink.
IF you can be happy with Weitieng and Lingshan, so be it.
I will stay with Michelle for the time being.
''Sorry'' Again.
. ' 1:59 AM Y
Dedicated.
I really dont noe wad should i do.
I just feel that we are drifting apart.
I dont noe why.
You prefer to go recess with Weitieng and I am fine with it.
I didn't really noe if i am doing the right thing.
I dont want to lose a very good friend.
You should noe the reason for crying.
So dont ask me too much.
I feel like forgetting everything and start all over again.
But I can't.
I just feel that i am keeping a lot of things from you.
I didn't want you to noe alot of things.
I just felt that it is good for you.
I just want you to feel happy.
I tried to ask Yuxian not to go and bother you.
I didn't want to cry infront of you.
I don't noe why.
I tried not to face you when I am crying,
cause i noe that it would hurt you.
I didn't want to explain to much.
But this was wad happened and we couldn't change it.
So don't even bother to ask me.
It just makes me think that I am wrong.
I just wanna sae, "Sorry"